Arrgggghhhh I want it out of my head - out of my brain. I want to crack my head open and make it bleed out. I nearly whacked my head on the glass sliding door....it takes all my strength to stop myself doing something like that. I'll bite my arm instead. Sometimes I hit my head really hard with my fists to try to make it stop - try to jolt it out or reset my brain.
This cancer of the mind - it's eating me away.
I wish I could go into hospital for a 'rest' - just sedate me for tow weeks and gently bring me back when it's all over.
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